Touch Tiara

2006.08.24

i've never realize that this 24 hours were hard to get through...It's hard to sleep and wake up,one continuous thought confusing me severely. I'm really ashamed for sth i can easily take up but hard to give up. Maybe it is me,it is absolutely my mentality and behavior but obviously hard to control, maybe i don't want to,to control the inudant feelings,to control my rational sense. I had got enmeshed in a web of my own all the time but never to ask myself why it happened to me.

some guy should be grown up to confront the past infact and loneliness that belong to me Keep quiet,although 24hs seem endless but it will become the past little by little affirmatively
24*24*24......and then?